…walking in my shoes

I have very small feet.  As I was searching for a nice pair of dress shoes last Sunday, I just realized how "exceptional"  my size is.  I am a size 5 and at times I can even fit a 4.5.  Because of my petite frame, I don’t consider it a rarity.  But then, I’ve met people who are as big as me or perhaps even smaller than me but have shoe sizes bigger than mine.  I have been turned down a couple of times since the smallest size in most of the stores is 5.5.  A 5.5 would have been okay if it was a sneaker, a tennis shoe or anything that is closed.  But for an open-toed sandal, that just wouldn’t do it.  I am mainly looking for a shoe that is comfortable, presentable and sexy.  One that would make me feel like a woman…yeah, the real kind.  Oftentimes, I manage to get away with those pointy pumps with stiletto heels.  It makes my feet look longer.  But then, I’ve got Morton’s toe, so wearing this kind of shoe is a little too uncomfortable for me.  Hence, I am left with the "unsexy" ones. 

I am also having a hard time finding the perfect running shoes.  I have this trusty cross-trainer who have been with me for almost a year now but I feel that it is nearing retirement.  One time while I was running on the treadmill, I felt like I was close to being barefoot because the soles of my cross-trainer didn’t provide enough cushion for my small feet.  At one point, I almost tripped.  Thank God for sidebars.

I am glad that the cold season is here.  Now I can wear my boots.  You see, the boot is the only shoe that satisfies my requirements for a girly, comfortable shoe.   With the boot, I can pick out a size that is an inch larger than my regular size and not look like I’m wearing mommy’s shoes. It can be sexy and functional at the same time.  Now I guess my main problem is finding the perfect pair of boots.

For even I, have a hard time walking in my shoes.

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